the 7 of us <3

2008-12-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

hey all!! i'm so so so so sorry for being MIA for the past one week. coz i'm fixing the internet stuff tho. :DD

so yea, no worries, i'm still alive.
thanks for everyone who were at airport. thanks for everything.
i'm really touched. tho i didnt cry. coz i'm strong!!!

well. everything has been going smoothly over here.

so yea, check out my blog regularly.
keep in touch mates. :DD

love all of YOU!!

2008-12-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

lifes good with them around.

i believe everyone is super busy working, traveling or even studying.

life after secondary school..

well, ive been working really hard these days.

i really needa save up , for my overseas trip next year.

i wanna get out of singapore for god sake !

philoemina ;

though we've never been bestfriends but i do really do enjoy

time out with you. we've been friends for 8 years.

this is how time flies. i hope you adapting to life over there.

i know its easy for you, youre the brave and strong one .

leaving us for another chapter of your life, i believe you will do well over there.

but don't ever forget us, this bunch of friends .

thousands of words, countless memories.

all the best my dear , stay strong !

cheers. keep in contact :D

if friends are gifts from god, i believe youre one of the best gifts that i've ever received.

2008-12-04T23:19:00.003+08:00

thanksgiving.

life has been great so far.

i really wna thank so manyyyyy friends of mine.

from my seniors ( sikai, lijuan , huiya, chianyi and many more )

whom had once or twice helped me along the way.

to my dearest ( my girlfriends, yongyong and co. , raymond, rs,bs,norman,cody, andy, my board 08 ,

glen, brandon and all , hiro and co. , uncleneo, jiaren, ruizhong,fuhao and shicai ) they are the ones whom i look for when i need help,

whom i play with, joke with, study with.

then lastly, to my juniors ( xueer, zihan, fariz , catherine and many more )

ones whom brighten up my life and also do me proud!

im fortunate ,

to have you guys with me .

raymond left for japan tday.

hope he has a nice and enjoyable holiday !

philoe's leaving in two days time.

i'm really sad to see her off but i know, we'll have to part someday.

its just a matter of time. i know shes gna be better over there.

to pursue her dreams, further her education. '

we'll still keep in contact ya philoe ?!!?

all the best my dear girl.

live life the fullest ! hook up a few caucasians man ! :x

with love,

shiyu

2008-11-20T07:45:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE :D

haven't had the time to really sit down and blog nowadays.

been rushing to and fro from work and play.

i'm working at BESTA the chinese e-dictionary company.

and at night, i've been playing ball games at fushan.

alrighto ! prom baby prom ! evergreen secondary's first ever prom night !

though it's at yishun safra , but it's still v. exciting okay!

hahaha.

LAST NOTE BEFORE I END THIS POST :

TO THE BOYFRIENDS OF MY DEAREST GIRLS !

YES YOU ! BOYFRIEND OF J,PJ,XE and XM.

you guys better treat all of them well okay !

i mean realllyyyyy well. Don't ever bully them

or ill-treat them please ! you know i won't

let you guys off if you guys don't pamper each and every one of them kay!

ehhh, but if they are bullying you then it's just too bad!

KAN KAI YI DIAN OKAYYYY ! :D

cheers everyone !

takecare :D

2008-11-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

I'M FINALLY SUPARRR FREEEEE NOWW.

HAHA. SUPER HAPPY TOO LA PLEASE!

I WANNA MEET UP EVERYBODY SOOON.

I FEEEL LIKE GOING HALLOWEEEN ONCE MORE :C

2008-11-01T13:16:00.003+08:00

well, i fully enjoyed myself yesterday.

finally, a real break after papers.

metup with the girls at causeway and then

off to ronald's house with jiawei and boonkhai.

dressed up, make up ( paint your face all white with two red big patches at your cheek)

and OFF WE WENT FOR TRICK OR TREAT !

saw some mates along the way. raymond and co. , lijuam and chianyi.

chianyi was dressing up like a pirate , and she wore wig .

damn coooool i swear!

candies and more candies.

took some photographs but they are not with me.

shall get it from the peepos and blog it up!

after rounds of trickortreat we headed to ronald's house

to wash up and rest.

well, i didn't do exactly very well for o levels i guess.

but i sincerely pray for the better.

give me a less than 15 please.

2008-10-25T21:20:00.001+08:00

you don't know how sad it is when

big boys come up and say i'll

miss you. the time we had, the things we shared.

2008-10-20T11:51:00.002+08:00

i just saw the video that izwan made for 4commitment 2008.

no words can express my feelings. the sadness, the happiness.

i pray that every single classmate and friend out there will

live a better life and do well for their major examinations.

i am always sentimental.

HA!

thank god for all the wonderful friends that i've gained

for the past years. each and everyone made a difference in my life.

2008-10-18T11:12:00.002+08:00

it's time to say goodbye.

GRADUATED ON 17TH OCTOBER.

i think secondary school life was indeed superb.

for i've met a lot of people who've changed me and my life

in one way or another. brightened up my days in these four years.

i wish everyone luck for o levels.

& till we meet again.

with love,

shiyu.

for all the pictures taken yesterday,

i'll probably upload only after o levels.

but fret not, i'll email each and everyone your photos then.

thankyou; all friends that i've met in evergreen secondary school.

2008-10-15T20:48:00.004+08:00

well, it somehow distress me :D

time for some act cute videos !

& sorry for the errors. idk why it is like that. :/

2008-10-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

2008-10-15T20:28:00.003+08:00

2008-10-15T20:21:00.004+08:00

2008-10-15T18:34:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is the day people!

practical.

unlike other evgians, i'm not looking forward to friday.

frankly speaking, i did seriously enjoy my days in this school.

the camps, the ball games, the lessons with my wonderful classmates,

the muggings and most importantly, the friends.

i sincerely thank each and everyone of them, for playing

a part in this whole journey.

time really flies.

i'm really sad la!

i've not had enough of my secondary school life :C

bloghopped just now.

i realised i didn't make the wrong decisions.

thankyou for proving me that i'm right, juniors :D

all the best board 08'-09'

HAVE FUN IN INTERACT !

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNA SOH PEIYEE !

best wishes and luck for o levels :D

2008-10-14T08:06:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT. IT'S PRETTY TWO DAYS TO PRACTICAL.

in other words, it means two days to o levels.

holy shit . ask me if i'm prepared? I'M NOT.

anyway, graduating this friday.

i'm a little sad please.

i never liked graduation days.

but oh well, i'm gonna capture many photos on that day.

i promise :D

&&&,

i pretty much like my life now.

cos' i see true friends and bestfriends for real now:D

i've gotten over it.

2008-10-04T09:51:00.002+08:00

okay. everything's getting a little boring nowadays :C

o level is coming in two weeks time,

BUT i still not prepared for it.

given my wits and preparation,

i think i'm not gonna be able to achieve my goals.

but nonetheless, i'll just struggle through this two weeks.

and then let luck and fate determine my future.

HAHA.

alright, i bloghoppped the other day i was super impressed

by some photography and drawing skills by a guy.

i mean the really SUPER DUPER IMPRESSIVE ONE!

k, it's time for me to mug again.

CONGRATS N LEVEL STUDENTS!

no more stress, no more papers.

what's left for you guys is only FUN.

enjoy ! :D

i wanna roll to some nepal, cambodia, thailand

for some OCIP trips after o levels.

i wanna live a life, only for myself:D

2008-09-29T16:49:00.003+08:00

alright.

schooling has been double as stressful nowadays.

just a month more to go. things would be different

i'm having headache now so i shan't go any further.

i miss camping in school.

i need a life.

totally.

2008-09-27T12:31:00.002+08:00

nineteen more days darlings.

alright. i think life's unfair from the start.

god always gives you one thing and take another away

from you. that's how things work.

it's just that maybe god gave you a little more or a little lesser

than the ones around you.

well, i'm always harping on the same old things

all because i think they are really important to me.

say it's me, it's my horoscope, it's my way of living.

yes, again and again.

i've heard, i've seen.

zipping up my mouth cos' i don't wanna spoil

the whole damn thing.

i just can't believe.

yes, it's in the eyes of others.

and the speech of people.

i give up.

2008-09-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

RYLA this december.

you won't know how excited i am please !

i've missed it last year.

i must go this december!!!!

throw me outta singapore !

i hate o levels like i hate cats !

smirks-

PHOTOGRAPHY IS LOVE DARLINGS!

2008-09-23T21:37:00.001+08:00

darling, ask yourself what you want in life.

2008-09-23T07:57:00.001+08:00

i guess that's the way life goes on.

yeap, mugging day and night.

sometimes, struggling to move on.

but i have to , i have to.

for this is only the first part of life.

i'm doing my best and leaving no regrets when i get back my o levels.

life.

forgotten.

2008-09-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

had 2 tuitions today.

maths and chem.

so, in conclusion, i'm super tired now.

mugging have been going real fine.

results were as expected, but if this situation persist,

i'm just gonna fail my o levels la.

i know i've been getting real lots of help for art.

criticism. sarcasm.

i've heard.

but i think it's too late now.

mr jay lim is love k !

he's the one who's forever there to help me out.

he's the one who's forever there to motivate me.

he's the only teacher who will say : " let's go for a drink , any pub kay!, relieve stress"

he's the cutest thing ever.

HE'S MY NUMBER ONE VOTED BEST TEACHER.

still unwritten.

2008-09-16T15:49:00.001+08:00

thirty days to o levels.

i'm mugging day and night.

how cool is that!-.-

&.. happy birthday chiam xinen ! :D

i remember you.

it's been years then.

2008-09-12T09:06:00.002+08:00

friendship.

friends.

they are those who stand by you

whenever you're down.

they are those who brings laughter to your life,

share burdens and tears throughout life.

though friends come and go,

but i do cherish everyone.

reminiscence

2008-09-10T11:48:00.004+08:00

100908

this time round,

i got defeated by time and not by skill.

and this is why i'm angry.

i'm angry with myself ,

for not having better time management skills.

i could have done a lot better if i've managed my time properly.

k. it's over.

i really hope such incidence will not happen again.

headed home after math paper, SAW BLOCKBOUR on my way home.

haha. he's heading for mahjong while i'm heading for tuition later on.

see the difference? BEFORE AND AFTER O LEVELS?! :/

lols. anyway, i told him i wanna see him in SP next year.

some / any god, dua beh gong, anyone please bless me through this bloody o levels !

it's something funny.

i've been waiting for graduation all along,

but now, when time's nearing.

i'm reluctant to.

i don't wanna lose contacts with my friends once we've graduated.

like how i've lost those who have graduated.

this might sound silly and kiddish,

but i really don't want to lose contact with my girls and buddies in school.

if you were given a choice,

choose your life partner or your friends.

which one would you choose?

I.. would probably choose the latter one.

2008-09-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

all over you.

alright ! prelims straight for this whole week.

been studying hard for the whole of last week.

i've made tons of mistakes during my prelim papers.

but i'm not the least sad cos' it's better to make them now

than make them during o levels yeap? :D

got back my prep from miss pushpa this afternoon,

touch up and more touch ups to do ! :/

gtta hand it in to MOE on 20th sept, i've got no time to waste you see?

i'm waiting for this blooody five weeks or so to past,

get rid of this stinky o levels and that's it !

real fun, real holiday, real dreams !:D

down the road, across the streets.

same old shop, same old place.

i tried to recall..

the face,the voice.

i can't, i just can't.

everything seems so far, so surreal.

2008-09-04T17:16:00.002+08:00

THURSDAY 040908

life's getting a lot busier nowadays.

but i'm lovin' it !

a little text brightens up my whole day.

well, i'm really looking forward to life after o levels man .

holidays, holidays and MORE HOLIDAYS !

SAY GOODLUCK !

bless all.

2008-09-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

well, another good solid week have passed.

in other words, one less week to o levels.

IT'S september NOW :D

first paper starts in mid-october.

so we've got seriously no more than one and a half months time.

i'm taking everything seriously now.

this whole week- nothing but mugging !

yes, i didn't do well for phase one of my prelims

but it's not the end of the world right ? :D

it's never too late to start studying !

oh &, goodluck to all sec fours people taking n level papers this week

starting from tomorrow. CHEERS ! :D

2008-08-30T19:13:00.003+08:00

HA! i'm really bored as you can see k :D

i'm meeting Raymondy later on for dinner

and then andyY and huiyaO too.

i feel like getting my hands on some ball games.

anyone ?

2008-08-30T17:07:00.002+08:00

alright. back from tuition.

holland V tonight's cancelled.

so.. no more drink drink.

i shall then be good and do my homework.

awaiting for tomorrow's tuition.

well, after tuition is another study w friends.

i'll have to shutup and improve.

nothing beats the glory of achieving my goals for o levels :D

looking back;

mere acquaintances..

2008-08-30T16:59:00.001+08:00

yes, i'm a goner.

mixed feelings.

2008-08-27T10:14:00.002+08:00

YES, geography paper is over.

i don't expect much from this paper, really.

i'm not the geography kinda people .

so yeap, it's maths paper tomorrow !

i'm gonna mug harddd :D

after maths paper 1 , it'll be the end of phase 1 of prelims.

after which will be a week holidays, and then continuation of phase 2 .

so i'll most prolly be studying during the whole week :D

reallly studying and not flipping books. HA.

okay, i know this year i've neglected a lot of my good friends

because i've been busy with my work , studies and all.

but i promise, once i've finished my o levels, i'll

ring you guys up and i'll meet you people up too.

yes, i will remember to care for you and meetup with you

okay xiaomin ? hahah.

- looks at my b'day card :D

2008-08-26T09:39:00.003+08:00

hello people :D

i know i shouldn't be blogging so often but well,

i'm just too bored :S

alright, i'm off to chiam's house for some mugging later on.

I NEED SOMEBODY TO PUSH ME AND REMIND ME TO MUG!

i can't afford to slack anymore :/

any kind souls to take up this important role ?

i'll be like very very very grateful if anyone does :D

k. i'm off to do a little work now !

bye people! :D

no, once it's over it's over.

we can't turn time back .

we've just gotta accept the fact that we've

gotta move on. it's been so long then,it's time to get along with life.

i'm passing down the theory that they have taught me.

i'm living good now , so should you.

i guess everyone around me are living happily now.

whether they are attached or single,

everyone is living their life to the fullest!

yes, moving on is the difficult part.

but once you've moved on, life gets a lot better.

enjoy your life, cherish what you've got.

i've got my o levels to attend to now.

nothing else. mind clear, focus clear, goals clear.

2008-08-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

alright now ! :D

done with my first prelims paper which is english.

i guess paper one part one = compo was

rather screwed up. but part two and paper 2 was pretty alright.

wednesday- geog

thurs- maths paper 1

then one week break and continue phase 2 of prelims.

man, i need luck !

MUG HARD PEOPLE!:D

not much time left alr yo !

i lost my specs, though i know it's somewhere

in my house but i just can't find it.

i neeeedd specs :/

2008-08-23T12:31:00.002+08:00

alright.

installation went all so good and cool :D

the speeches, the performances and of course the GUESTS.

lincoln was a big guest, FOUR MUSKETEERS were superb :D

tgt with dearest HUIYA and HAOWEN ! and of course, new friends

made from other schools esp peicai handsome guy! LOLS.

together with all the best wishes and recognitions,

i'm stepping down with pride and honour :D

kudos to me and my team !

i think we've done a great job ! I LOVE Y'ALL :D

& new friends of rotaract - four musketeers cum huiya and huhu !

2008-08-22T19:57:00.003+08:00

i'm back.

rehearsed for tomorrow's installation.

& we sang our lungs out just now.

screamed at the top of our voice !

and i was sabotaged by all of em' to like sing a song alone.

but afterall, i really had a LOT of fun with them.

& syafiq was being ALL SO NICE to have

POWDERED me in school today. -.-

BYE LOVE! :D

2008-08-22T14:19:00.003+08:00

thanks all that made my little day a little special yo ! :D

i was rather surprised by some people cos'

they were like just hi-bye friends but they amazingly

wished me happy birthday on the dot. but people

whom i'm super close with didn't lah.

well, i guess it's a balance eh ?

fine. whatever.

i'm gg back school now for interact stuffs.

bye.

2008-08-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

ALRIGHT!

i'm back from watching movie and dinner with my fam.

and yep, celebrated my birthday in advance w them.

haha. i'm currently super busy with interact stuffs, prelims and

my birthday. though i don't intend to have big celebrations

this year but i would like to spend it with my friends at least?

yeap.. thanks for all the early wishes yo friends!

another 2 hours to SIXTEEEN YEARS OLD :D

thanks all!

it made a difference.

2008-08-20T14:18:00.003+08:00

didn't attend school today because of my allergy :/

it started off from my feet all the way up to my face.

so i headed to my doctor to get an injection.

then i slept all the way from 8plus till 2pm today.

and now, i'm off to get all work done.

no time to waste!

two days to go .

yet another ordinary day.

2008-08-18T22:48:00.002+08:00

hey. i'm back from lilian's house.

i've got a nice meal over there :D

discussed about installation and stuffs for greendale sec.

i think they are damn fortunate please.

i'm jealous a little bit. :/

but ya, i'm sure they are the best of the best students in greendale.

handpicked students.

then again, evergreen.

my club! i'm gonna bring back those glam days that we used to have.

give me time.

i will and i can do it.

greendale students are sooooo gonna see my lovely face in

that blooody video with me and my unprepared cum nervous speech.

well done. LOL.

luck people ! :D

2008-08-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

180808

schooled as usual.

something extraordinary - i had my english oral today.

i suppose i've done it quite well except for the part

that i said OFTENLY. yes, i know there isn't sucha word.

but i don't know why did it pop into my mind just now.

nonetheless, it's over :D

so, i'm happy.

50 days to o levels.

yes, full gear NOW !

yes, i know.

after ending a game, i know it's only right to start a new game.

but no, i don't want to.

thanks for inviting me for a play,

but no, it's not time.

i have to achieve what i want in life.

2008-08-17T17:33:00.002+08:00

alright alright :D

1709808.

headed down to queensway with peisi :D

wanted to get something for the old board but

oh well , no luck :/

so walked around, bought a little stuffs.

then went back to woodlands cos' i've got tuition on.

well, time to start working on chem yep JOANNA AND BOONKHAI ? :D

& i'm now all so tired after a long day:D

it's raining now. i took 911 w jo and cbk just now.

& obviously i got wet :/ but the sadder part is that

my new tys are like super wet . zz.

ugly tys= spoil my mood to do tys . LOL :D

& i'm gg to meet my fam for dinner

and down to grandpa's house.

CALL ME FILIAL PLEASE :D

thank you for that thought.

it touched a little.

but i'm sorry, it's impossible.

YES, PRELIMS ARE COMING IN BARELY 8 DAYS TIME.

WAKE UP! WAKE UP !

2008-08-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

alright! i'm back from town with jo and co.

the usual people eh. nothing much.

window shop a little, chat a lil, laugh a lil, doodle a lil.

well, subway for dinner wasn't that bad afterall :D

i'm so having chem tuition tomorrow @ 10am .

hooray man ! how early -.-

then down to get stuffs @ queensway with peisi and prolly lincoln?

i'm having oral on monday.

how cool is that? haha.

and then dinner with The Rs at night.

it's impossible.

not even a glimpse of hope.

2008-08-16T14:00:00.002+08:00

hello people !

alright.

didn't have my tuition tday.

and i can't make up my mind on where to go later .

i'm so rotting now!

yesterday i rolled down to town .

walked around. chatted with jieping and wendy.

i miss working there:/

& i saw nicol and xiaoboon too !

well, maybe you didn't do me wrong.

you just proved me right.

2008-08-12T18:04:00.004+08:00

120808.

alright. yep, got back chinese results.

i've gotten what i've aimed for, a1.

unexpected though.

but still, i didn't get as happy as i thought i should be.

cos' bestfriend didn't get what she wanted.

but well, there's still a second chance.

so don't give up.

well, one down.

five to go.

we've gotta work hard.

we've gotta prove ourselves.

I want to achieve 13points for o levels.

friends who are re-taking ;

don't think that re-taking the paper is a shame,

it's not. & rem i've once said, " nobody looks at the process, it's the results that all matters"

nobody will remember how many times you've taken the paper, or how much effort you've

put in. all they see and all you get is on the piece of paper, your future.

it's all about art now!

you've gotta know that once you've made that decision,

there is no turning back.

people around you won't wait for you to regret.

and till then, try to turn time back.

it wasn't the first time that such things happened,

you ought to learn.

2008-08-10T23:29:00.003+08:00

destined.

alright.

headed to the library to returned my seashell books

cos they were like overdue days ago. then

walked around causeway and i saw jiahao and jo.

they were along with jitwee. then i walked home.

saw bunch of friends over at fushan but didn't

went over cos' i didn't feel like . :/

been watching olympics these days.

gymnastic, beach volley, swimming were rather cool. :D

alright. off to get some work done :/

2008-08-09T10:48:00.003+08:00

090808

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !:D

well, the mummy wasn't quite a bad show i thought ,

though i didn't watch the full version of it.

but it's quite worth the watch. it's quite a costly production i thought

cos' some of the scenes are really like wow. hahaha.

alright. today's a little boring for me.

cos' everyone is rolling out for fireworks and all.

but i didn't wanted to go because i don't really like crowded places.

so, perhaps i will just have to sit down and study for half a day

then go out for a walk later on. this spells boredom huh? :D

i'm like watching the olympics now:/

and i don't find it nice. instead, i find it super scary.

for the female participants are like super muscular.

but they are really good la, weight lifting - 90 over kilograms man ~

tell me,

this is not true.

2008-08-08T21:32:00.001+08:00

falling.

2008-08-08T15:51:00.002+08:00

alright! 080808 (:

skipped school again today :/

went to the lib at 1130.

i was late again for like 30mins.

so tutor had to like wait for me there.

guilty* then had tuition about only an hour as she's not feeling well.

then cheeyong was being the nicest friend EVER because he brought his calculator

down to the lib for me. :D

after tuition, headed to starbucks to slack a little.

then met up with raymond for lunch.

acc him back to his house, the guys went for soccer

and i went home :D

movie later on . :/

Uncle neo says he's getting me MR augustine neo for my birthday present :S

hahahaha. nonsense !

there's a place in me ,

where you never leave.

2008-08-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

070808 (:

TODAY IS UNCLENEO'S BIRTHDAY :D

alright. straight after school, i made my way home and then

down to KKH. after that i went back to causeway to meet huiya.

we walked around , then met up with fuhao.

headed to prima deli to get a small cake for uncleneo.

erm. fyi, it's a strawberry shortcake one.

LOL. then celebrated with rz and co.

they are seriously cute people please.

i laughed throughout the celebration part.

ridwan and all kept blaming me for the sabotaging and cake lah ! :/

i had fun.

& i do think that these people are lucky,

for they are still enjoying life with their friends like

never before. so.. carefree. so.. happy. so..enjoyable.

yes, i'm envious. LOL.

anyway, UNCLENEO! please takecare of yourself.

your wounds, your injuries.

well, i do hope you've learnt your lesson and learn like driving car instead.

at least you won't get those injuries. GET IT ?!

LASTLY, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! (:

best wishes !

2008-08-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

had maths mock test.

stupid mistakes made again.

alright. tuesday is the day man !

i need luck.

checkup tomorrow.

getting my report.

i need luck.

long forgotten by one.

2008-08-05T18:51:00.004+08:00

oh, haha.

i so hate miss oh-so-not-white PUSHPA please.

she said she lost xinen's prepwork.

i'm so gonna poke chopsticks into her eyeballs

if she really lose them. cos' my dear friend would drop art

if she really loses them ! i'm so not happy with her lah !

And she tore a piece of ruiqing's prep before.

And she always badmouth about me when i'm not in school!

she've totally lost her credibility as a teacher !

she should have gone to INDIA for god sake!

occupying the HOD post which should have been for other teachers

for example MR OH-SO-WONDERFUL JAY LIM :D

IDIOT ! I DONT LIKE HER!.

I DONT LIKE BLACKS!

BLAH !

2008-08-05T18:03:00.002+08:00

HELLOO PEOPLE ! :D

school was fine.

had geog test after school.

and i actually overlooked an 8 marks question !

didn't even attempt it at all. who to blame ?

my small eyes and blurness-.-

alright ! study study study study !

that's all in my mind.

i'm leading a new life now.

& i'm free of Ms in my life.

only study.

new you, new me.

i'm feeling kinda free nowadays.

i'm so not used to being free on weekends :/

& i'm sorry.

i don't reply msgs from Ms

except from the exceptionals.

no more false hope, no more hope.

K. ALLL THE WAYYY PEOPLE!

MUG HARD.

EL oral is coming.

Prelims twenty more days from now .

how cool can that be !?

chinese o levels results releasing on next week i guess.

SAY GOODLUCK TO SHIYU !

uncleneo's birthday is coming !

MINE TOO !

got the hint you readers ?!

hahhahahaha!

k. i'm getting bored.

I MISS YOU, YOU AND YOU !

2008-08-02T10:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday; 010808

school-ed. then straight after school

headed to lib for maths tuition.

in between i slipped out to get my new storybook :D

cabbed home. then acc my aunt to bring my grandmother

to make new dentures and visit the doc.

goood girl eh ? :D

then rushed back home to change and met up with peisi.

we went to taka for dinner.

AND GUESS WHAT ? i SAW MY DEAREST RACHEL !

chitchat for a short while. she wanted me to go for the gig party today at club house but

oh well oh well.. we shall see :D cos dearest justine's going too man :/

i miss them like you miss your granny please ! haha.

TODAY ! 020808

well, HPY2 told me it's HPY- eugene's birthday today.

so well, happy birthday dude ! :D

i doubt i'm going for the celebration ?

shall see. cheeyong is asking me out to partyworld now.

and yet i was supposed to go out to study with andy yim and onghuiya :/

how how how ?

in life, we'd regret.

regret about the choices we've made, the people we've met.

but look at it another perspective, you'll see that it's a part of growing up :D

2008-07-31T15:03:00.002+08:00

i've just visited my grandmother at cck just now.

she's ninety over years old.

seeing her not able to know what's happening around her and

the way she's not able to eat her food properly makes me

sad and guilty please. i'm not a filial granddaughter :/

i've never cherished the times with her.

i've never had any conversation more than 5-10 mins with her :/

i don't know.

i'm cherishing my loved ones now.

so should you guys.

2008-07-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

k. i'm running away from it again :/

art. i'm always skipping school nowadays and i totally don't like that AT ALL.

call me a loser for who cares about it ?!

i don't wanna get the effing pms scoldings anymore lah.

i'd rather waste a day and draw the bloody stuffs out.

i hate art like you hate your dirty socks . k . whatever!

i helped out NE fest today.

awesome i tell you !

cos ms lee was like dancing her "used to be HIP in disco songs!"

and i was there laughing my ass off.

other teachers were funny too la ! hahhaha.

schoool life , schoool life ~

then rushed back home , out to starbucks for art.

then saw chianyi, kweihuat and i forgot his name (friend)

and i caught the movie X-files with them.

yep. a lot of poly stuffs they told me.

and it made me even more excited for poly life please !

i read it.

i hope she's fine.

god bless.

2008-07-29T15:38:00.003+08:00

HAISSSS.

tell me tell me , what's happening to my life now ?

the fun, the laughters, the joy, the happiness.

why is it all so far from me now ?

everything is plain boredom now.

study study study study :/

i miss so many people now !

uncle neooooooo! and co. huiya, haowen, sikai and people, rachel,justine, chang, xiaojia,

ptbf and co. though we're all living near one another, but why does it seem that

we don't get to see each other , no more . life life life life.

k. face the reality yep?

2008-07-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for life after o levels.

it's gonna be so much .. freedom.

hahah! overseas overseas overseas.

& i wanna take up photography.

though the best pictures are taken using our eyes and

seen by the heart but the only way to share these great pictures

is through photography yo :D

low kay hwa's bks are great.

singlish enough for you to understand

and meaningful enough if you understand.

hahaha.

it's through imperfection that you get perfection ,darlings :D

we've got so much to do,

there's so much we can contributtteeee..

BY SHARING JUST A LITTLE LOVE, WE'LL START AGAIN A NEWWWW.

k. total randomness.

FROM THIS MOMENT ONWARDS,

life's gonna-be only mugging AND mugging.

AND when o levels are gone,

life's gonna-be working, going overseas and total ENJOYMENT .

chinese results are releasing soon..

are you afraid ? :D

2008-07-27T10:44:00.003+08:00

i wanted to.

but unable to.

TANG XIN FENG BAO's

there's a time to cry,

there's a time to laugh.

there's a time for joy,

there's a time for grief.

HAHAHHAA!

i guess it all happened with too much trust at the wrong time,

too little trust at the right time.

right?

yesterday was my last day at work.

another end:D

YESTERDAY BY LEONA LEWIS

I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come, when i see if the sun will
Rise,in the way that your by my side, oooo where we had so much in store, tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that wel never play, all
The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they
Can take the future that wel never know they can take the places that we said we will go, all
The broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future
Holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed untill now, i know il see you again im
Sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your
Face but they cant take yesterday,

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they take the music that wel never play, all the
Broken dreams take everythin, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can
Take the future that wel never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the
Broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much
Time, but i was so wrong, no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments we
Made im lookin back on yesterday

HAHA. I WAS LISTENING TO THIS SONG FROM TWELVE TO NINE THIRTY YESTERDAY.

ALL THANKS TO DEAREST WENDY FOR LOVING THIS SONG SO MUCH. -.-

haha. XXX just told me this : " which cat doesn't likes fish ?"

like " which man on earth doesn't flirt right ? " LOL.

well well well, if you were given ikan bilis and salmon, which one would you go for ?

hahha. people with a clear mind will of course go for salmon please.

lol. human nature human nature. :D

2008-07-26T22:44:00.001+08:00

please.

don't let me guess it correctly this time.

you,me,he,she.

2008-07-26T09:43:00.003+08:00

friend, it's time to let go.

letting time heal the pain seems to be the only way out for you

i guess. what's over IS over. Nothing can be done to rewind time and

correct those mistakes. you'll have to move on , somehow.

because it's all parts and parcels of life.

we'll have to fall in order to grow.

sometimes, things are better learnt the hard way.

And things like that are easier said than done, everybody knows it.

Nobody can help you, if you don't help yourself.

LOVE is just hurting,sadness,pain in a nice packaging :D

don't think too much k !

sometimes i do think that assclowns and jokers are the best counsellors on earth.

hahaha. and cbk is one of them :DD

2008-07-25T12:46:00.002+08:00

I'LL DRAW A RAINBOW ABOVE THE GREY CLOUDS.

k. i'm super fine now :D

school's pretty fine nowdays except for art :C

life ; no matter youre happy/sad/angry/whatever, you'll still have

to go on with life. get it girl ?

TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST, TOUGH MEN DO.

I'M A TOUGH MAN TO-BE :D

2008-07-24T12:46:00.005+08:00

whenever a down period strikes me,

i would always be strong enough to endure till the rainy days are over.

but this time round, i'm having difficulty.

because everything is coming in one shot,

all the problems that i'm having rushing down to me as if on cue.

haha. & when one problem arises,

the other problems will start to surface too.

i can never have me sunny days for long.

sometimes, i do wonder if heaven is really fair ?

the people around me are always so blessed and lead a blissful life.

whereas, i have to carry all these burdens alone.

this path is rocky. i've stumbled once, twice, thrice and it never stops.

may god bless you.

goodbye.

2008-07-17T08:21:00.000+08:00

haha. from raymond's blog ! :D

somehow true i guess ?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hahha. try it yo !

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-07-17T08:02:00.002+08:00

it's been quite some time since i've last blogged.

everything is going at a real fast pace now.

& i've really gotta catch up with everyone.

leaving all fun and play , focusing on studying now.

well, that's the way it should be right ?

...

saw nicol , ai tien some time last week.

and it somehow set me thinking that people really DO

become strangers after we graduate and lose contacts yep?

haha. but somehow, i'm still fortunate to have uncleneo and all who

rings me up once in awhile to update me with life and stuffs :D

& i'll cherish every single moment with everyone around me now.

cos' i know, someday we'll all part.

that's how life goes yep?

saying hello and goodbye to both strangers and your loved ones.

take a step forward ?

or just take a step back ?

i don't like the way things are now.

2008-07-04T08:51:00.002+08:00

i think it's time we all see how cruel and fugly reality is.

challenges, competitions and all.

it's how you face it and how you see it.

k. chinese oral is done:D

i'm not confident of getting the grades i want but i think

it somehow went on rather smoothly eh.

and on 2nd july, i went for rotary installation .

ANDDD i've managed to clinch two awards.

presidential citation and interact recognition.

life's getting a little hectic nowadays. :/

2008-06-30T15:06:00.003+08:00

random pictures.

mixed feelings.

i needa present to china students from changchun tomorrow.

whole presentation in chinese.

wish me luck man !

2008-06-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

yep. back from schooooooooool.

done with my batik. but prepwork is killing me.

i'm soooo slow. and my works are sooo not up to standard.

:CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC

school's pretty fine , till now :D

though stressful but i'm still able to cope it.

it's more of revision nowadays. which is goood!

haha. remedials are coming up everyday :D

coooolios.

i'm looking forward to rotary installation ! YAY:D

2july :D hahahha.

and chinese oral is 3rd july !

2008-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

a break. for the mind.

2008-06-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

i'm giving myself one more try.

k. i'm sorry for being harsh.

all i can say is.. whether its a misunderstanding or not, it doesn't matters now.

as your senior, i have the responsibility to takecare of all of you.

i'll give myself one more chance to act and behave like a mentor.

cos' i've promised mr yeo and felix. and i have to keep that promise.

i'm not gonna' hold you by the hand and teach you step and step, no more.

i'm gonna let go, let you fall and learn from your own mistakes.

people always scold me for being too involved in it.

but.. which king doesn't protect its own kingdom ?

which champion throws away his/her trophies after getting them ?

lastly, thanks to all for putting in the effort to comfort and enlighten me.

special thanks to:WONGY, FRED, DARLING, CHONGGGGY.

i.. am gonna stand up after this fall.

2008-06-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

k. i'm done with my batik.

cooooolios. and now, school's reopening in a weeks time.

so people, cherish your holidays.

well, for me, i'm burning them away by sticking my ass in TC - MS.

but i'm so very freeee on wed and friday.

sooo... if you miss me, call me up and meet me :D

haha. i'm SOOOOOO GOING ON S'PORE FLYERRRR ON FRIDAY!

you told me ..

ABCDEFG

a boy does everything for girl.

GFEDCBA

Girl forgets everything done & catches new boy again.

yes? no? maybe so.

everyone's a bitch when it comes to love.

so am i.

so is she.

so is he.

k. i've been real mooody tday.

apologies to cheeyong and all who got those "arrows" from me.

2008-06-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

TIRED.

was struggling with batik these few weeks.

and.. i'm FINALLY COMPLETING IT .

one last lesson and i'm done with it.

yep. art.work. nothing else.

i know my life's boring.

...

maybe it's too late.

2008-06-09T23:21:00.002+08:00

ok. art was fine.

i gave myself free waxing treatment tday.

spilled some wax over my hands and legs.

the feeeling... was horrid!!!

ahaha.

k. i'm having this feng1 mo4 ( chinese) thing now.

it feels like your putting honey all over you and getting ants to lick them up :S

i know i'm giving a disgusting description here.

i dont wna blog anymore le la.

bye ! art for 9 more days. 8.30-5.30, HOW COOL CAN THAT BE -.-

2008-06-06T10:11:00.002+08:00

i'm back from chalet.

was so-so. but i guess i had a great time catching up with my friends :D

but and of course, learnt more about those interesting facts bout' them too.

shall not go into detail of what we did in the chalet yep.

after chalet , went back home .

rushed out. visited grandma, it's beeen v.long since i last saw her.

i'm feeling like super unfilial when i saw her yest. she could no longer

remember us. all she could do was only eat and sleep. :/

k, after visiting her, i went to holland village w my sister.

walked ard. went up to BOND and fooled around.

cut a lil bit of my hair. but played ard with the perming and styling of hair.

discussed a lot about hard liquor. vodka pear smells cute :D

hahah. home sweet home.

i'm off to partyworld later.

then shopping.

and lastly, watch kungfu panda :X

i know it's time that i should start studying.

therefore, starting from next week onwards.

it'll be everyday art till 5.30 and then i'll switch on my study mode.

but.. i need a study mate. ANYONE ?

promises are nothing but lies.

who keeps promises?

not me, not you.

2008-05-31T22:59:00.003+08:00

hi all ! :D

k, i went to the zoo with interact and co. today.

had a fun but tiring time with the kids from rotary family centre.

and i think it's been really long since ive been there.

lol. then watched animal show and blah blah blah.

headed off to orchid country club for bowling w rotarians, rotaractors and interactors.

FUN FUN FUN.

then we went to starbucks .

and i somehow got LINKED to this "lightning guy" - freddy's ns friend.

then story goes on.. it's a secret.

hahah. and then headed off to this i dunnoe what restaurant for dinner.

amanda, felix and hanson was like racing car lah.

and a lot of funny stuffs happened in the car. :D

alright. CONCLUSION;

i had real lotsa fun and bonding time w all my friends/board/seniors/mentors/WHATEVER.

hahaha. :D

to c;

if your reading,

do takecare of yourself cum hand k.

i'm just a call away alright ?

tc uh !:D

to h;

if those that went in my ears are unreal then what about those i saw with my own eyes?

QUESTION MARK:D

OH &, dear outgoing board, practice for dance next friday @ RP - 12pm.

for enquiries, please call or msg 8139 2709.

HA ! spread e msg.

2008-05-31T01:20:00.004+08:00

YAY ALL :D

i'm back from town w cheeyong, jo and raymond.

k, finally bought some stuffs :D

haha. and had super fun time with this three kids !

to JO;

bon voyage! enjoy your trip :D

lol. and i'm so gg to zooooo in a few hours time.

so bye guys :D

2008-05-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a mistake..

today is a problem..

tomorrow is a present..

be a leader.

act like one.

2008-05-28T18:28:00.002+08:00

IRONY.

well well, holidays have started.

BUT not for the sec fours, and definitely not for ART students.

i'm having classes from 8-5.30 everyday. :/

so yep, art-ing everyday.

k, i'm gonna relax next week before i really slap myself

and start revising. not chiong-ing but studying :D

haha. chalet next weeeek :D

k, i'm gg off to do my interact stuffs.

hais. it's just like yesterday when i took up this post and started

pushing myself real hard for every event and activity.

whether any human being appreciated it or not, i've always try my best and do what i can.

through the quarrels, disputes and challenges, WE, gained friendship!

i hope the times in interact will be as precious ,as it is to me, to you guys.

but now, having to step down. leave this post, leave all my achievements.

i hope the new board will stand together and bring the club to greater heights.

i'm proud to say, my board have somehow gained recognition from the school,

and also from rotary clubs. now, it's your turn kids! give it your best shot, make us proud.

memories are precious.

/ oh, & i seriously love my classmates and friends la !

it just so happen to be that i , once again, confirmed the fact that i dont need a man beside me.

i can be alone.

so i'm always proud to say : I'M A SINGLE.

k. i know . off topic.

bye people.

2008-05-26T15:54:00.003+08:00

hey people!

chinese o levels is finally over over over! :D

however, it wasn't well done :C

k, whatever.

anyway, i thank all for your wishes :D

swweeeet lil things.

i'm gg out to play now~

bye human beings!

2008-05-24T20:33:00.001+08:00

k, i saw a pretty cat just now.

haha. you guys must be amazed right ?!

it's a white persian cat like CAT ? lol !

but still, i'm afraid of it :/

well, chinese o levels on monday!

and i say goodluck mates ! :D

2008-05-24T01:05:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey :D

alright. my day started off with going to partyworld w cheeyong, aiting.

then later on, ROSANNE joined us . lol. then sing sang sung.

followed on with lunch at pizza hut and library :D

soon after that metup with huiya and haowen at sembawang.

off to sem. park for bbq. lijuan, nicole, ivy, shijia,yuejiao and many more were there too!

did a lil bit of catching up with each other.

sang birthday song, watched them play stunts and " water activities".

lol. slack slack awhile. then walked ALL THE WAY BACK FROM SEMBAWANG BACK TO HOME! haha. amazing right ?!

initially i thought since i hadn't meet up all of them for long,

we might be strangers to each other.

however, NO ! this shows how amazing friendship is :D

i love my friends . uncleneo and co. forever there to "suan" me and entertain.

haowen huiya forever there to 38 with.

the rest forever entertaining. :D

LAST BUT NOT LEAST;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG RUI ZHONGGGGG! :D

2008-05-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

alright. just another day.

had chinese lesson for three hours as usual :D

then after recess, planned for the SI CHUAN DONATION DRIVE tomorrow.

k, i'm happy to contribute that littllleeeee bit for those people you know.

then after that had interact meeting .

well, i must say, everything takes time .

haha.

k, people, DONATE GENEROUSLY for the donation drive alright !

a little goes a long way !

& i must thank god for i'm safe and sound in s'pore.

together with some good fellow friends to keep me going..

check out xinen's blog for the si chuan video.

i can't finish watching it man.

cried like shit.

live with a passion.

live with a heart.

2008-05-18T08:34:00.002+08:00

alright. rise and shine :D

nothing much these few days except

for a lil moody and a lil emotional.

dont ask me why .

well, chinese o levels is a week away.

goodluck people :D

SHIYU IS A STRONG GIRL,

k agrees. hahaha.

and, i thank god for being good to me. really.

cos life's been great :D

2008-05-16T19:26:00.002+08:00

something's not right.

i dont know if i'm leading them the right way.

and teaching them the right thing.

somebody, tell me.

i'm afraid, after taking this path, things won't go the right way.

i'm afraid.

tell me.

if i made the right choice.

2008-05-15T17:24:00.003+08:00

alright. today is a good day :D

haha. k, my brilliant day started off with my fav. CHINESE .

i know all the sec 4s are like going googoogaagaa over chinese la.

cos' we're having 3hr lessons per day. and A LOT of homework , i mean A LOT.

uh huh. then art, i think the batik instructor is pretty cool.

blah blah blah. then played volley and now, HOME SWEET HOME.

after getting back my mid year results,

i regretted.

regretted for not studying for it..

regretted for not revising a single shit.

regretted for all the everything.

my results were the greatest joke EVER.

thinking back, just 3 months ago, my common test.

top chinese express level for paper 2.

top english, geog , social studies in my lil own very class.

AND NOW,

all are bullshit.

nobody bothers about the process

YET

everyone is looking at the results.

2008-05-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

k, i flunk 4 subjects.

i'm so gonna jump off the building la!

zzzzz.

& THANKS TO MR JAY LIM FOR GIVING ME THAT LIL PIECE OF ADVICE.

jay lim is lOVE . :X hahahha

2008-05-12T10:10:00.002+08:00

k, people, ive just got a mail !

& yep, ive received the interact club recognition.

though its just a lil pin and a letter of recognition.

IM HAPPY :D

hahaha. next on : presidential citation !

trust me.

i'll get it :D

2008-05-12T09:10:00.002+08:00

yep. four days of break , but no break for shiyu :/

haha. k, have been reading my chinese stuffs over and over again.

i wanna get a1 lah please ! bless me ! :D

& yep, ive like celebrated mothers day for like 2 times?

hahahha. silly silly. @ diff chinese restaurants.

& june holidays are coming.

but even before that, may 26 , CHINESE O LEVELS.

get that into your lil brainy and that'll get your ass moving, brains cracking :D

2008-05-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

REMINISCENCE .

just a simple word to express my thoughts .

2008-05-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

good day people :D

haha. k, i skipped art paper tday because

i didnt do prepwork for mid year . ahha.

lol. & ms see just called me to check if im alright.

dumdeedum. k, i needa do some work already.

:DDD

byee people !

2008-05-06T10:42:00.002+08:00

yep. & i know everyone have been mugging real hard nowadays.

and i know im lagging behind cos' im still in my lazy mode. -.-

hahah. & i just met up with chenlaoshi to get back my baozhangbaodao.

im realllyyyy not satisfied with my own work. im so gonna chiong my

chinese lah. mid year is a piece of shit because its hindering my progress .

zzz. k, i wanna watch tv then later do my chinese.

the other subjects can come later.

& im not gg for khaolak trip because i dont wna be lagged behind.

come on, get your ass moving people!

lets go! :D mugggg hard mates !

life's so different when youre in secondary four.

2008-05-05T13:41:00.003+08:00

k. i know ive blogged like just a few mins ago but doesnt matter.

dad asked me to boil 2 eggs. so i did.

so i threw the eggs and water into the pot and tadah! went tv-ing.

and i totally forgot about the eggs. UNTIL.. i heard this PPSHHH sound.

i was like " whats happening?" haha. okay, & now, the eggs are like fugly cos

there's this white colour thing all around it . i suppose its egg white la uh ?

hahah. okay, moral of the story. DONT BOIL EGGS SHIYU. zzz.

_______________________________

you know sometimes we'll all part.

leaving behind the memories.

then find ourselves walking down different paths, different routes.

maybe, just maybe, we'll meet again

but you'll know then, the feelings is no longer the same.

i think we should start to cherish.

the friendship and the bonds.

cos' in a few months time, we're all gonna say goodbye.

goodbye to this school, goodbye to these good old times.

goodbye my friend, goodbye my mates.

we're all gonna say goodbye.

ironically,

having to say goodbye..

also means, having to say hello..

to a new beginning.

2008-05-05T13:02:00.002+08:00

okay. im back.

physics and ss paper rocks because im so gonna fail them you know.

and i got back my geog of food papers just now. 17/25 HOHOHO!

must haolian because i won glen ang zhao xi! hahah.

& after these few papers, i really feel that i shouldnt have concentrated too

much on my chinese. but, on the other hand, im really proud of myself

for i think ive done quite abit for chinese. :D

haha. k whatever.

& i just got the form for khaolak trip.

im still considering if i wanna go ..

cos i miss the carefree days there..

cos i miss the little kids there..

BUT

i know im gonna miss out alot if i go..

i know i dont like the mosquito bites..

I DONT KNOW.

i have to give an answer tomorrow.

2008-05-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

okay. been mugging real hard for the pas t two days.

& frankly speaking, im well prepared to get the lowest marks of my life for mid

year this time round. cos' i think its a waste of time when im not confident enough for

my chinese o levels. & also, i hope tht i wont retake the paper because i wanna

have one LESS subject to concentrate on. k, i know this doesnt concern you people.

but alright, im so gna be proud of my mid year results okay !

so what if its bad? I DONT CARE ! :D

oh, & i saw bert, sky and king kong tday.

silly friends. hahha. i miss those good old times..

k, last advice, be it whether youre studying for o levels, n levels or mid year.

the key thing is start studying early.

& study smart not study hard.

2008-05-01T18:36:00.002+08:00

HELLO :D
IM BORING.

we ( xiaomin,suyi,shiyu & me) are at xinen's hse now.
studyinggggggggggg :D
maths tmr :/
im so not READY.

suyi so cute.
xiaomin i love you.
shiyu say tailame.
xinen is playing w mingyao.
pooos! we are so high now! SOMEBODY IS SAYING SMTH cone cone cone!
don you like the cone? haha.
real pleasure :D
real gold real pearl!

k whatever.
__________________________________________________
we are so quiet now.
nobody is talking currently.
so dont disturb ussssssssssssssss!
stop sanbaing.

bye. :D
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maths is sex :D duhhhhhhh~
hen sian bai duo.

)):

2008-04-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

RANDOM PICTURES. RANDOM THOUGHTS.

2008-04-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

okay. ignore this post human beings.

just let me doing some rantings and soul searching.

firstly, there's this weird feeling in me making me feel that

all those friends that i used to be VERY close with are slowly disappearing .

okay, mind you, its VERY. i wonder why :/ maybe it's because we're all in different parts

of singapore doing different things ? we're all that busy that we cant spare time for each other.

probably, it's just me being sensitive. i just thought we overlooked little things like that.

cos friends made up 100% of my life. that's why, im this disappointed.

secondly, i think my family is having helllll lotsa problems nowadays.

and i'm like too old to like " runaway" from this home so okay, accept th fact.

when i was a year old, they quarrelled about that. when i'm ten years old, they quarrelled about that. now, when i'm sixteen, it's still about that. just why ?

thirdly, i'm i not working hard enough ? i'm i not studying hard enough ?

i'm i not stressing myself enough ? i still dont see good results.

i'm still not meeting their expectations. k, whatever.

fourthly, relationships aren't for shiyu. at least for the time being.

i know i am like .. okay. i dont wna mention it lah.

okay, whatever. too many people are getting hurt by this thing called love.

i dont wanna become it's victim but neither do i wanna make people it's victim.

friends, though sometimes it's not our fault to hurt others but do spare a thought for em'.

& victims, you people have to control yourselves. if you dont wna get hurt, then dont sink in deep into this pool of shit called love. cos' this says that you asked for it yourself.

i'm not pinpointing ANYONE here. this is just a very general thing .

if you aint happy with this post. then dont read it. :D

i need a break.

2008-04-27T10:58:00.003+08:00

lil people made my lil day :D

yesterday;

rachel came to work yesterday . haha.

and she made my day ! lol. then alan came and visited me.

haha. dumdeedum.

life is great with buddies with you :D

i wanna go for thailand trip this june !.

2008-04-19T10:24:00.002+08:00

say gooodbye.

haha. just a quick post before i go off to work :D

lol. yesterday went to library w xiaomin, cheeyong,jo,xinen and warren.

did a lil work on chinese, but alot of work on stomach muscles.

cos i practically laugh for i dunnoe how many hours inside the project room please.

cheeyong was sucha joker :D then headed to cavana for dinner .

then saw jitwee and kweihuat and alot of evgians and ex-evgians.

haha. then walk home sweeeet home with my bestfriend, CHONG CHEE YONG :X

hahah. he told me a friggin' shocking secretttttt :/

& after yesterday night, i feel that kids are super scary.

they aint that cute, no more. they look more like DEVILS now lahh.

raymond and co, jo and people should know why. zz.

& all the way! mug till you drop people.

no time for love. no time for play.

there's only time for study.

never will i listen to you anymore.

the cries. the whispers.

all came to nothing when youve got her back.

you asked for it.

2008-04-15T17:04:00.002+08:00

heyo, school was tragic.

well, went to mac for BREAKFAST tday :D

i thought it was a good start.

but once i reached school ,the word S-T-R-E-S-S was written all over my face.

it doesnt feels good to know that youre behind syllabus, it doesnt feels good to know that my chem knowledge is 0% , it doesnt feels good to know that ive all forgotten about my sec 3 physics work, it doesnt feels good AT ALL when mid year is just a week away.

IT JUST DOESNT FEELS GOOD.

im getting all so frantic and started panicking .

i need tuitions.. badly..

i volunteered myself for project teach. i hope it will help me in one way or another.

i know common test , mid year and prelims and just stepping stones.

my aim is O LEVELS. do it good, once and for all.

i dont want daniel chong's prediction to come true.

i dont want any single of my classmates to be in 5 thinking next year.

i.. dont wanna be dumped in any courses but events management or business management.

..........................

okayyy. enough of this.

im gna work hard now.

prove it .

dont say it but show it.

UH HUH !

nonetheless, i still care about my interact club okay.

my beloved juniors, board 08'-09'

before i step down, im gonna help you guys plan a gooood installation.

be prepared to see my face in june. :D

hahaha. i dont care if you like it or not, be prepared !